Whoa! What a lazy poster I've been. Overwhelmed with life I guess. Not that I'm sitting around in a fetal position, but not taking the time to try to be clever - that takes energy! Let's get up to date on a few things, shall we?
*I've redecorated my upstairs, downstairs is next. Enjoying this project immensely but I don't like watching the $$$ go so quickly, but I figure it's for a good cause - making the house mine - all mine. oh yes - no trace that anyone else ever lived here. I have heard negative comments through the LBC grapevine of disapproval about what I'm doing, but too bad - I'm doing what I want and a few comments from people that hardly know me are not going to sway my life course - egad! If I was that easily manipulated I'd really be a mess!
*Next up. Book Club back lash; As some of you know I was publicly eviscerated and I didn't take it well. Whether or not I decide to quit my post as moderator is still in the thought process - it may be time for me to step down. It's been a rough year for me and I haven't given it my very , down to the last cell in my body, all as I usually do and so It may be time for somebody else to do so. Although I still enjoy it, I don't need a lot of criticism right now, so to those of you that think the book club is not running in apple pie order - can you do a better job and would you like to apply for my position - let me know by email.
*Trying to have a life with friends and not be alone and lonely and looking at that empty chair is still a struggle but I'm working on it. I've only made about a dozen major life changes and I need to catch up to them so please bear with me.
I think that's enough for the time being. I'm not spending the day in my pajamas, I do get dressed and put on make-up every day. I even was going to the gym until "Tal" got so cranky I switched to water aerobics. Now the weirdness of the LCB (lying cheating bastard) wanting to meet with me for lunch weekly I can't quite file anywhere in my mind of "where did this go wrong and what the hell do you want from me" folder but I'll attempt to find an agenda at least for a while and then I think it's ixnay on the unchlay. Come on - we didn't lunch this much when you didn't have a girlfriend. You're messed up man! The cabin is someone elses and that is a sad thing for me - you traded it in for your groovy LoDo apartment (900 sq ft for $400,000.00 for you and girlfriend to trip with the hip). But you are 65 years old!!!! And you bear absolutely no resemblance to George Clooney! Let me tell the men out there - charm... charm takes you a long way. Charm and a nice shirt. A nice shirt is really good for cleaning up the cat hairballs in the basement too, he's beginning to wonder where they are - wants them before Summer is over. Well, Mick Jagger and I know you can't always get what you want.. but if you try sometimes, you get what you need.... he has plenty of shirts, and I needed some rags for cleaning up hairballs. Thank you for letting me catch up and getting it in writing helps me see what I'm doing and where I'm at. As I've always said LBC members are the best!
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